November 25, 2013

Multitude Mondy #4323 - #4346...

 “Joy is the realest reality, the fullest life, and joy is always given, never grasped. 
 God gives gifts and I give thanks and I unwrap the gift given: joy.” 
Ann Voskamp

Today along with the Gratitude Community I list his gifts from the week...all pictures were taken with my iphone...


...coming across this great reminder one morning...
Jut came upon this great reminder this morning...#wordsofwisdom, #1000gifts

...kitchen floor snuggles with Will one afternoon...while I was making lunch he kept coming over and trying to get my attention...so often I just keep on doing what I'm doing as I talk to him but this afternoon I stopped and got down on the floor with him and loved on him and he kept saying "do it again Mommy"...

...the joy in his heart as he jumps in a pile of leaves and says "I love autumn"...
"I love autumn!"~Joshua

...coming across this gem one morning...
"Yet he took note of their distress
    when he heard their cry; 

 for their sake he remembered his covenant    and out of his great love he relented. 
Psalm 106:44-45

...hearing Eli read "Green Eggs and Ham"...
Listening to him read #greeneggsandham


...a night out with good friends...great conversation, great food and pumpkin cheesecake to end the evening...
Great dinner with friends...#fleetstreetkitchen
 ...seeing this out our front door one morning...there is something so mysterious and beautiful about fog that makes you stop and slow...

Beautiful fog this morning... #fog, #1000gifts

...coming across this promise one morning...Exodus 14:14 "The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.”

...little "munchkin man"...

Happy # munchkin... #wowlookatthatcowlick


...family picture idea coming to fruition FINALLY...

...a family dinner around the table...candle lit, table set and boys loud and laughing...

...friends all gathered at our home for homeschool science one afternoon...

Homeschool #science... #apologia


...a dinner party to celebrate a friends 40th birthday where we laugh long into the evening...

...studying Judges 11 with my CBS class and coming across this little nugget of wisdom regarding Jephthah in vs 3...
"Circumstances beyond his control forced Jephthah away from his people and into life as an outcast.  Today, both believers and nonbelievers may drive away those who do not fit the norms dictated by society, neighborhoods, or churches.  Often, as in Jephthah's case, great potential is wasted because of prejudice--a refusal to look beyond ill-conceived stereotypes.  Look around you and see if there are potential Jephthahs being kept out due to factors beyond their control.  As a Christian you know that everyone can have a place in God's family.  Can you do anything to help these people gain acceptance for their character and abilities?"

...this song and its truth..."I know who goes before me...I know who stands behind...the God of angel armies is always by my side"... 



...being in the classroom with the boys for American Education Week...

...my husband that lovingly reminds me to take one step at a time and to remember that God already knows whats next...

...shoebox packing party with Operation Christmas Child...

...taking my little train man to the holiday train garden for the afternoon...
Holiday train garden with my little train man... #simplethingssunday, #1000gifts,
...and for the photographer in me...achieving bokeh in the above iPhone picture...

...a full, fun soccer season coming to an end...



November 23, 2013

Finally...


I've envisioned this picture for a while now and I kept trying to think of how I could capture it with a tripod and a self timer...thankfully I had a photographer friend come to the rescue during the golden hour one evening...

November 22, 2013

Hope...

We were standing outside when she tells me that she got the results of her scan and it wasn't good.  Not only had the tumors grown but the cancer had spread to her lungs.

"I'm so sorry."

"That's OK" she said as she tries to put a smile on her face..."We're trying some new things...I'm eating vegan and I'll start chem again today.  We may try chemo along with radiation this time too."

"I'm so sorry.  If there is anything I can do please let me know."

"Thank you, I will.  I've got to get into the car I'm freezing!"

This 30 some year old shell of a women (after rounds and rounds of chemo that has stripped her of her hair but has left the very thing it was sent to kill.

I get back into my car and the tears begin to fall.  I can't imagine.  She has a three year old and a 1 year old and she is fighting for her life...

I begin to think that my response to her results may have been the negative one that is so difficult for her to respond to...did I seem in my response like I was giving her a death sentence?  I whisper prayers for God to meet her and her family and for Him to give me wisdom in my response toward her. 

I text Wes the news because he knows this has been heavy on my heart...his response..."Tragic.  I love you.  We only have today."  It's so true but it only makes the tears flow more freely.

I go home to begin school with Joshua but I keep thinking about her and how she must feel so betrayed by her own body...how she must be so frustrated that after rounds and rounds of chemo and significant changes to her diet the cancer only grew and spread.

I bump into her again a couple of hours later at preschool pickup...she's browsing the "Scholastic Book Fair" for Christmas presents for her kids when I notice a book right in front of her that is titled "God is Good...All the Time" and from somewhere within my soul the doubt and unbelief come to the surface again as I think..."not in this situation."  How badly I want to turn the book over to protect her from having to process the title and what it means to her...

But she has always shown me a quiet strength that presses on in the midst of unimaginable circumstances just like our first meeting in the kitchen center of the boys preschool room.  She was sitting in a chair at the kids table while her son served her food when I walked up to introduce myself.  She explained that after she gave birth to her daughter she was diagnosed with Stage 4 Colon Cancer.  It had already spread to her liver.  I remember her saying that day...

"I don't focus on the statistics because it would just bring me down.  I've got too much to live for."

To much to live for...yes as Jennifer Worth says

" Health is the greatest of God's gifts, but we take it for granted; yet it hangs on a thread as fine as a spider's web and the smallest thing can make it snap, leaving even the strongest of us helpless in an instant and in that instant HOPE is our protector and LOVE our panacea."

The hope of living another day surrounded by the ones you love...the very thing I should not take for granted.

November 11, 2013

Multitude Monday #4287 - #4322...


"Collect moments not things."

Today along with the Gratitude Community I list his gifts from the week...all pics were taken with my iphone...

...birthday wishes from my favorite boys...

...my loving husband that came home from work and cleaned the bottom floor of the house while I was away on a field trip with Joshua...as a birthday surprise...

...this note from Eli...

The best #birthday note from Eli this morning...


...a special birthday cake homemade and delivered by my lovely neighbor Mallory...

...friends dropping off birthday gifts...

...late birthday dinner and good conversation with Wes...

...pumpkin cheesecake...

...my babysitters birthday gift of free babysitting for our evening out...

...an evening bike ride with Eli and Will...

He has a need for #speed...


...some stolen moments with Eli after his dentist appointment...we go to Panera for an afternoon treat...

...Eli telling me that he and Ben were baking cookies for the queen Mary Jane on the playground...

...Will saying "I gonna brush my hair because it's growing up."...

...Will and his buddy Daphne waiting at the bus stop...

Will with his friend Daphne this morning at the bus stop...#neighborhood


...pulling off a birthday surprise lunch for a friend...

...the babysitters that watched our 17 kids so we could grab lunch together...
So thankful for this group of women...homeschooling with them this year has been life giving!  #1000gifts

...the beautiful group of women in the photo above that have made this years homeschooling journey lifegiving...

...great conversation that lingers long...

...watching William enjoy a beautiful fall day...

Will enjoying this cold, windy fall day...I had to force myself to bundle up and get outside today!

...quiet late nights to edit recent portrait sessions...

...a night out with a good friend for dinner and catching up on life, art and our walk with God...

...one of our favorite fall traditions...our wall of thanks...
Thankful for @annvoskamp and one of our favorite fall traditions... #eucharisteo, #1000gifts

...Eli's heart of gratitude...
Such a gift to see Eli's heart of gratitude... #heloveshisdaddy, #1000gifts, #eucharisteo


...a day to take care of Micaiah while he battled the stomach bug...it made me realize how little of my time he actually receives...

...reading through pages and pages of "The Complete Peanuts Collection" with Micaiah and laughing loud...

...catching Joshua with his head bowed, hands folded in prayer at the table...

...his response when I asked him if he was praying..."I'm just waiting to see if God has anything to say to me."...

...hearing Micaiah read one of our favorites "The Little Engine That Could" to Will...
One of my favorite things to see/hear...Micaiah reading one of our favorites to William...we've been struggling here keeping screen time to a minimum and this is another reason why we need to #turnoffthescreens, #1000gifts, #thelittleenginethatcould

...a night out with girlfriends...yummy soup...hilarious stories long into the night...

...nebs that help silence late night coughs...
#nighttimenebs...



...watching my husband share his artistic gifts with the congregation on Sunday morning...how God blesses him as he gives and the way it blesses others...

...boys enjoying one of the greatest blessings of autumn...a big leaf pile...


...reading and studying the life of Gideon with Joshua...




November 4, 2013

Multitude Monday #4266 - #4286...


  "Feeling gratitude and not expressing it
is like wrapping a present and not giving it."
William Arthur Ward


Today along with the Gratitude Community I list his gifts from the week...

...a sunny day to explore Mount Vernon with Micaiah...


All day #fieldtrip with Micaiah!!

...meeting some of his classmates...


...my in laws help with the other boys so I could take the day to go on Micaiah's field trip...

...Will napping...
"Mom I'm not tired.  I don't need a rest."   #famouslastwords, #momknowsbest


...the way his "dranky" jingles as he walks down the hall...

...catching these classic Eli faces in his school Halloween parade...
Giraffe collage


...Will enjoying the leaves...
PicMonkey Collage


...fun with Micaiah's hair for his rockstar halloween costume...seeing him in his element at school...
The rockstar! #kidshalloween

...hearing Micaiah laugh with his friends...


...this picture Wes sent me of Will...those eyes...the hair...that smile...and his response when he saw this picture "I need a haircut."...
#staticelectricity

...Dad's help wrangling this crew while trick or treating...
#latergram

...laughing with my dad while we watched Eli take his giraffe costume really seriously...




...conversation with my sister in law in the kitchen while we make dinner and the kids play...


...a sweet treat and short visit at Panera with my mom...

...family picture swap with friends...

...impromptu dinner and great conversation to end the evening...

...a beautiful fall day to watch Micaiah play soccer...
Beautiful afternoon to watch Micaiah play #soccer


...dancing and singing to Imagine Dragons "On Top of the World" while driving in the car with Joshua...

...watching Will sword fight with his Daddy...

...a long run as the sun rises...

...watching Nacho Libre with the boys and laughing hard...